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Yay, I'm pretty!
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Something clicked in my head last night when Rev said some things to me... How stupid I was.. My jealousy can be as bad as her anger.. I got that from the spider.. whom destroyed me in too many ways to count.. Amy is not anywhere near the spider, she's angelic compared to her.. she is an Angel..
Everything that was said to me, just made me think of how.. horrid I was being. When that something clicked in my head.. I trust my kitty completely.. That part of my brain that was screwed up.. caused that powerful jealousy of mine seemed to disappear.. I read back on everything I had typed up without thinking and stared in disbelief.. I can't believe that I didn't trust her.. its only rp like she said..
I have complete control over my once unstable mind now.. All thanks to my kitty, she said she'd help me with my problem.. what she said last night did.. And I still need to help her with her anger.. I'll never stop helping her either. I had 8 hours to think.. and I swore on my life... to God that I would never let that jealousy.. that spider's venom to resurface again. Amy had the antidote all along.. and she, nor I knew it until now.. I also vowed to make the rest of her life wonderful, perfect, so that she's always happy.. Along with that.. I'm hoping that while I do that.. Her strong anger dissipates over time..
I love her to death.. I really do.. and I was afraid the problems that I had in my head from what had happened to me before her and I expressed our true feelings to each other, would drive her away from me.. It almost did, I will never forgive myself for letting it get out of control like that. She's the greatest thing that ever happened to me.. she's not only my mate.. but my soulmate as well.. And i nearly threw that all away, because of some stupid jealousy.. that damn spider venom..
Starting at this moment and for the rest of our lives and beyond death, I'll be so damn good to her like she deserves.. Nothing will ever keep me from making her happy... ever again. I love you Amy Hayden. I love you more than anything else in this world..
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[17 Jul 2002|11:56pm] |
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Been a while since I've updated this thing, just been forgetting to put things in here.. Guess I should start paying more attention before more cobwebs get all over this ;) I reduced the picture size for one of Revanches icon's the flirty one for here on LJ, worked out pretty good. ^^
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[22 Jun 2002|10:51am] |
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Villains fear me.
Heroes envy me.
Nagalore is...
The Costumed
Web-Surfer
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Villains fear me.
Heroes envy me.
Garr is...
The Shrieking
Mercenary
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Villains fear me.
Heroes envy me.
Craig Hall is...
The Power
Destroyer
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o.o; Very odd indeed.
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[14 Jun 2002|08:58pm] |
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 | My sphere is Guardian (Person of great Love and Altruism), and my class is Champion (Self-Righteous and Confident). I am a Hero. You are true heroic material. You find great motivation in the things you love, and great inspiration in your sense of self-confidence, and your excellence. Once you get your mind set on a goal, you are nearly unstoppable, and given enough time, you will meet it. What kind of Warrior are you? |
Hmm.. guess its me. ^^
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[08 Jun 2002|02:46pm] |
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If I were a Neopet... I'd be a Kougra!
Kougras were discovered in the deep forests of Mystery Island, feasting on the exotic fruits also found there.
One of the Kougra's favourite games to play is coconut bowling, and they just LOVE to practice pouncing on one another. What else would those enormous paws be good for? |  |
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Which Neopet are you? Click here to find out!
Hehe, cute ^^
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[07 Jun 2002|04:46pm] |
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You're Donatello!
You're introspective and somewhat reserved. Definetely more brain cells than the average turtle, and you're something of a "Mr. Fix-It." You love to invent things, or fix broken stuff. You are quiet and serious, but do have a fun side. Try and let it show more often.
Which Ninja Turtle Are You? Quiz by Irish
o.o
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[06 Jun 2002|08:33am] |
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The Final Fantasy Girl you relate witht the most!
brought to you by ka-chan
Yay!!! I knew I'd get this one. ^^;
[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<img [...] </p>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <center> <a href="http://www.darksable.com/survey/ffgirls.html"> <img src="http://www.darksable.com/survey/ffa.jpg" border=0 alt="It's Aeris!"> </a><br> <font size=-2> <a href="http://www.darksable.com/survey/ffgirls.html"> The Final Fantasy Girl you relate witht the most!</a> <br>brought to you by <a href="mailto:kachan@graffiti.net">ka-chan</a></center></font> Yay!!! I knew I'd get this one. ^^; <table border="0" align=center><tr><td valign="top"><b><a href="http://www.selectsmart.com/FREE/select.php?client=kyotest"><img src="http://www.geocities.com/youkotriumph/kyosweet.txt" </p><p><a href="http://www.selectsmart.com/FREE/select.php?client=kyotest"><font face="Arial" size="2">What's Your Inner Kyo?</font></a></p></td></tr></table> Awww, sounds like me. ^^ I stole these quizzes from Revanche, lets hope I'm not taking any one's that are weird. ;) <center><p style=" font-family: Arial; font-size: 40pt;">20</p><p style=" font-family: Arial,Verdana,Arial; font-size: 12;">I act like I'm 20.<br>This test was brought to you by <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/~david">David</a> - Part of the David and James phenomenon. Take it <a href="http://www.music-review.org/test.asp">here</a>.</p></center> I was once told that I acted like I was 35... Time to get something to eat.. |
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[06 Jun 2002|07:48am] |
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I am Cloud Strife.
Find out which Final Fantasy VII character YOU are by clicking on the picture!
Quiz by d`Jeu
Interesting, maybe this is why Aeris is my all time favorite FF character o.o;
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[26 May 2002|11:59am] |
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I'm pretty worried about Revanche today, she seemed really upset last night, which I tried to make her feel better as best as I could. I hope she's alright right now and I hope everything's going to be okay.. No.. I know it will be ok, because I'm going to help a lot more whenever I can..
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[24 May 2002|08:20pm] |
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Another great day I would say.. Promised Revanched I'd wait for her to log on all day and I did.. She finally got on a few hours ago and I've been talking to her nonstop since she got on.. I just can't stop talking to her.. Never thought I'd feel like this about anyone, I'm so glad I do.
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[24 May 2002|02:25am] |
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I've never felt so good in my life.. never felt so happy as I am right now.. A long while ago.. late last year I came to FFMUSH.. just going to roleplay and have fun.. when I saw Revanche there.. I got this feeling.. I can't really describe it.. I just felt that as soon as I spoke to her that there was something special about her.. I even had my own butterflies in my stomach.
An Angel did rescue me from that black widow's web.. I had really thought I had died when I came into her arms.. I felt that I was in Heaven.. that I am in Heaven.. every moment I spend with her. It's even difficult to stay away from her.. Not many people can understand how I feel that way.. How it always tear's at me to get back here to be with her..
I only have few regrets.. that I didn't get the courage to talk to you when I had heard you had someone.. I got quiet.. didn't think that you would've cared about me then.. But once we got talking months later.. after we had both been through Hell..
Ever since I saw you, Revanche.. ever since I came to FFMUSH.. I had this feeling.. a strange feeling about you.. that compelled me to talk to you.. to get to know you. So I listened to it.. but for some reason.. It could have been my shyness.. or the thoughts that you had someone in your life at the time.
But after a few months of Hell.. one day I messaged you with just the name.. Monster Rancher! And after that moment we talked.. and talked.. and talked.. I fell in love with you Revanche.. So I was dismayed around that time as well.. since you had someone.. All the time lost.. we should now make up for it.. and we will.
This entry cannot even begin to compare to the beautiful one you wrote before this.. So I too am keeping this public, so everyone will know that I love you Revanche.. That I love you more than anything in this world and that I will love you forever.
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[23 May 2002|02:23pm] |
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Finally I got Livejournal! So anyway.. i've been having a great week so far and someone that I know, feel's just the same. ^_^ Life's been great since a month and a half ago.. a few people know why its been like that for a while. ^^;
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